My elien left me :'(

Assalamualaikum ?

Haliuu smua ,

How are you ?

kay, i"m kinda in a sad mood , so hope u guys didnt mind :)

based on the title,

i'm sure u guys know who is it right ?

*Tett~

yes, him !

ok, last year our 'friendship' went well .

and i must admit, it was one of the best time i've ever had .

hurm, but this year it suddenly changed .

we only talk a little , and apart for like the whole time .

maybe its all my fault right ?

i cant be the girl he wanted .

and when i inbox him a few days ago,

i was in such badmood, and 

i accidently type "just mine our own business after dis"

sumthing like tht , and when i actually cool down and see what i typed .

i was like , 'OMG ! what have i done' .

know what he replied me ?

'K then so be it'.

hurm, only God know how sad i am at that time :(

its my fault, i should control my self that time ..

know what the situation now ?

between me and him, it was like ZERO !

we havent msg each other ,

and in the class ..

i noticed he kinda like this girl ..

everytime he talk to her, he smile n laugh .

and surely he;s happy .

rather that when he's with me .. :(

know what  ? i'm jeles .

seriously, i was like ..

"ouh,kay" 

and even my friends noticed , i was like blurrr ..

when it comes to him :(

God, if only i can rewind that time,

i will nver type that stuff .

i want to tell him & appolgize , but .. 

my ego stops me , moreover ..

its weird when u're the one tht ends sumthing ,

suddenly , u're the one tht wants to start it back together ..:(

hurm, the monkey still in love wif the elien :(

& hoped he knew ,

everytime the time the monkey quiet, or everytime the monkey look like she didnt care ,

theres 1 thing on her mind , and its him the whole time :(

TETT~ (T,T) ~ ELIEN

1;04am

3.2.12

4m : munyit :p

[gile jiwang !! tpi, hakikat :(]

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