The Story of us :(

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say they're the lucky ones

I used to know my spot was next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fallout
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up, I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me

Oh I'm scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/the-story-of-us-lyrics.html ]
I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you'd say you'd rather love then fight

So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, now

And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me?

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
'Cause we're going down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

The end

My elien left me :'(

Assalamualaikum ?

Haliuu smua ,

How are you ?

kay, i"m kinda in a sad mood , so hope u guys didnt mind :)

based on the title,

i'm sure u guys know who is it right ?

*Tett~

yes, him !

ok, last year our 'friendship' went well .

and i must admit, it was one of the best time i've ever had .

hurm, but this year it suddenly changed .

we only talk a little , and apart for like the whole time .

maybe its all my fault right ?

i cant be the girl he wanted .

and when i inbox him a few days ago,

i was in such badmood, and 

i accidently type "just mine our own business after dis"

sumthing like tht , and when i actually cool down and see what i typed .

i was like , 'OMG ! what have i done' .

know what he replied me ?

'K then so be it'.

hurm, only God know how sad i am at that time :(

its my fault, i should control my self that time ..

know what the situation now ?

between me and him, it was like ZERO !

we havent msg each other ,

and in the class ..

i noticed he kinda like this girl ..

everytime he talk to her, he smile n laugh .

and surely he;s happy .

rather that when he's with me .. :(

know what  ? i'm jeles .

seriously, i was like ..

"ouh,kay" 

and even my friends noticed , i was like blurrr ..

when it comes to him :(

God, if only i can rewind that time,

i will nver type that stuff .

i want to tell him & appolgize , but .. 

my ego stops me , moreover ..

its weird when u're the one tht ends sumthing ,

suddenly , u're the one tht wants to start it back together ..:(

hurm, the monkey still in love wif the elien :(

& hoped he knew ,

everytime the time the monkey quiet, or everytime the monkey look like she didnt care ,

theres 1 thing on her mind , and its him the whole time :(

TETT~ (T,T) ~ ELIEN

1;04am

3.2.12

4m : munyit :p

[gile jiwang !! tpi, hakikat :(]

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